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Thursday April 30 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009

today was one of those days when i become emo. i faced 2 failures in a day. firstly, i could not finish my lit test, this means i sure fail. sad. I chose to kept this fact from my parents cause i dun 1 them to be sad and i dun 1 the nagging to come to me. Secondly, my negotiation with the cca teacher failed. he told me to hang in there and try to solve the problem. I tried many ways to convince him, but still fail. So sad, until i play soccer till 4 sumting to relieve this sadness. Brendan also called me to go terraces with him to see his gf from NY. Sianzz, wanted to go KAP with him and quah jin, but decided not, instead i walk to sixth avenue while chatting with ZT. Sianzz, go hm at abt 5 sumting.

Haiz, i tried my best not to take this so hard. This may be one of the days when i should emo. now got the swine flu thing, so scary. btw im still watching EU and the building blocks of life. wa getting late need to go bb Fabian/PK

Monday 27 April 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009

2day was ok. The slack day of the week. But the history teacher damm extra got some make up lesson cause only miss 1 lesson. so extra. Other teachers miss dun noe how many lessons also never make up. Next Mon also hav cause of labour day. Sianzz so extra. Tmr got Chinese test, no confidence haiz. and then tmr got all the lessons crammed in a day. Well, we must look on the bright side first, got paigu mian tmr my favourite. Tmr need to go see the CCA teacher and convince him to let me change. Lets hope everything goes well for tmr, not only the chinese test but also convincing the CCA teacher.

Now got the wad swine flu, scary. All the wierd wierd diseases all come out. There is a rise in students falling ill these days.

Haiz, seriously need a break but still got 5 more tests than can rest. I want to go and try out DOOM 3 and play like siao.Starting to watch E.U. and beginning to like it. Alright, need to go and sleep liao. Tmr got test. gtg bb Fabian/PK

Saturday April 25 2009
Saturday, April 25, 2009

2day damm sianzz. So much hw. Got history, art ,RTA, science,geography, LA etc. How to finish? Then still need to study for chinese and lit test. Haiz. I sure die liao lah. Lit I dun noe how to study.

Yesterday was quite happy as it was declared a half day due to HCI owning the other schools and being a double champ in both B and C div. But then, stupid CCA from 1-5. Walao eh physical torture ah. We kanna pumped like siao. They see liao damm shuang, but i damm pissed. When I kanna pumped, my life's happiest moments flashed before me and I became emo. Really damm sian. Must find out what happen to me. Just like the chinese saying by me, 做 人 是 求 开 心, 而 不是 求 压力 和 不 开 心。

Haiz, next mon i go find the teacher to change my CCA. i hope i really can change to CO. Haiz need sleep liao. Maybe I should go watch the four. bb
Fabian/PK

Thursday April 23 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009

2day got track and field finals and we were sent down with 8 other sec 1 classes to cheer for the team. It was damm hot and boring there. I almost lost my voice just to cheer. My neck hurts somemore. Thank god HCI was double champs and did not disappoint us. Our track team owns other the schools man. I seriously hope that the principal should give us a holiday and cancel our lessons and CCA. I sure hope that would come. Better start praying now.

Sianzz damm tired sia. Must go and sleep liao. Sry for the short post, cause damm tired and cant type out everything. So.......bb! Fabian/PK

Wednesday 22 April 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

2day was crazy. Two tests in 1 day. My headache until now still damm pain. I screwed up my math test. chi test was fine. 2day no CCA! YAY so happy , must go and find the CCA teacher. Faster transfer to CO.

Tmr got track and field finals, HCI sure own the other schs lah. No need to say. Sianzz tmr until 630 sia. Sure tired until cannot move. Currently still searching for the last breakthrough theme song. Wa my neck damm pain sia. Sianzz need to go pack my bag and sleep liao. gtg bb
Fabian/PK

Tuesday April 21 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009

2day chao sian of the week. all the subjects cramm into 1 freaking day. they tink we superman, siao. chao tired. supposed to meet Mr tok abt cca 2ady with Alvin but we decided not to. Anyway I was not confident in convincing him and Alvin also needed to contact the squash teacher too. Saw my good friend 2day, valerie and just realised from her that I had a bad cut on my forehead. Now my face looks damm wierd.

Sianzz tmr got both chi and math test. Lots of my brain cells sure kanna killed 1. Headache for sure. Tmr must prepare some panadol pills. CCA not compulsary tmr so i decided not to go. Dont waste time on these kind of things. Anyway, tmr sure got hw to do. Haiz, sec sch life everyday got headache 1. Wah, getting late liao. Tmr got 2 test. Need to sleep liao.gtg bb
Fabian/PK

Monday 20 April 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009

Monday, the most slack day of the whole week. This morning, LA teacher Ms Soh was on course and she was not here. We did a summary practise and it was fine. Chinese was only the discussion on the debate. Assembly n IS was a boring session. RTA was quite fun. The most "can" 1 is extra LA lesson. Our group presented in front of the class and was bombarded with questions and bad comments, all thanks to our "super smart" teacher. If not 4 her, i would not feel so angry now. My animal farm book was also flung away thanks to her. I really feel damm "buey song" with her.

But, 4 me there are ways to relieve anger. Drink my favourite iced mocha and eat cheese cake/ blog about it/ talk to people etc..... Of course the most effective way 4 me is to practise those moves i learnt from kungfu shows and read the tai chi philosophy. My favourite skills is "tai chi", "yong chun", "cang long quan". These are my favourite. In the show, The master of Tai Chi, master guan sacrificed his life just to let Mo Ma learn to 'let go' as it is a rare chance. I really have to practise that as it is good for health.

Haiz, tmr got history test. Mug like siao, damm sianzz. Wednesday got math and chinese common test. Sianzz. Walao tmr still got presentation. Sure die liao. Gtg bb
Fabian/PK

Saturday April 18 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009

Wow, time sure flies, its already april 18.One thing I hate about weekend is that they pass exceptionally fast, faster than weekdays. Thats a bad thing cause it means school is longer and more stress will come in. sianzz. Why cant god just make weekends longer than weekdays? I believe that will make me more happier. No school, no homework and no teachers. Most importanly, no cca. I decided to talk to that head of PE/CCA to get the form and quit my cca. I really cannot stand it anymore.

Ok, dont talk about my cca. Lets talk about something else. Tmr, 19 i was supposed to go out with ZT, Jett, Yiming, JH, Cheryl, Sarah to celebrate ZT's b'day. Unfortunately, I cannot make it cause I need this day to study for my chi and math test. Its one of the regrets I have in my life, not being able to make it for my good friends b'day party. Im so sry ZT, i noe ur b'day is on the 25 and i wish u a happy birthday. May you be happy always and remember 6J'08. You can update me on wad happened during the outing

Wow its already 0048 liao, recently I fell in love with a HK TVB drama called "the building blocks of life". Its kinda nice, I especially like Alex fong and Tavia yeung in this show. Hope I can watch this show everyday.

Haiz, sch life sucks man. Tests, hw ,scolding and boring lessons. I miss 6J'08 and the good times we had together. But, I cannot live in the past, must come back to the present. sianzz. Why cant time stop when we are having fun? haiz. wah, 0053 liao. need to sleep.bb
Fabian/PK

Monday, 13 April 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009

Today I just discovered a great news. CO tat side need manpower and i decided to jump over. YAY!!but still not confirm. chances are quite high though n i hope i really can jump over cause i really dun like my current cca. Its giving me too much pressure and i dun 1 to be unhappy 4 the next 4 years. even when i see someone frm ncc i would turn my head away and walk away.y, cause i dun 1 to see them n they remind me of the duties i hav and all the unhappiness. I learnt something during my time here, tats do not let go any chances. I let 1 go n now im damm unhappy. Happiness is everything. U dun hav tat u cant do anything.

Ok, getting late liao. need to go bb. Fabian/PK

Friday 10 April 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Wa damm sianzz, fever for so long. never go to sch now got 1 whole pile of horrible hw facing me. ahhhh! looks like im gonna be very busy. yesterday pday was totally screwed up. luckily did not hav to present cause i sore throat. damm scary sia. facing the large crowd on stage walao. go poolside to eat but the rice they giv too much cant fin.

went back hm and it was the usual. boring life. let me tell you something. my life at sch has already been ruined. God picked the wrong cca for me to go in. let me tell you, its screwed. I hate it. I really hate it. Plus I also hate some people there. And great it is going to go on for 4 years. i really want to talk to the teacher and get me transferred to chinese orchestra instead.

I am so angry and emo that I need to sleep liao.
Fabian/PK

2/4/09 Tuesday
Thursday, April 2, 2009

Today can only be described with just 1 word, fan(in chinese).At sch, Napfa.keep tinking whether can get gold. but in the end, only silver. Later LA, never do work, was killed by Ms Soh. Damm sianzz. Come back hm, 1 hell pile of work not done. DAMM FAN!!! Later, tutition, ok lah not bad. walao then the IC keep bugging me. sianzz.

Dinner time, food was hell cold. no appetite. Mother come and keep fanning me abt tuition and hw. sianzzz. then later more and more nagging. tis is y i dun 1 to tell my parents any of my problems.they dun understand me. later discovered i lost my sch tag.how am i gonna tell ssg. sianzz.

I 2day damm sad and angry. gonna emo in my room. crap, gotta polish my boots. gtg bb
Fabian/PK