Lol school is starting in like 2 days liao....sian. for most of u guys u all started school a week ago...i feel kinda scared...a little bit paranoid about the studies and grades...dun noe why im liddat...everytime be4 sch start always liddat sianzzzz....

2day went to get new specs cos my degree increase after 3 years....wed then get my new spec...so if u guys see me, dun laugh like wad u did 3 years ago.lol today i chiong my to kill a mockingbird until damm sian....later still have to finish the rest of the book leh....sigh school life sucks....

Its late, i better get going....next time i try to add in more stuff.....

Its the 2nd day of 2010...today was ok but depressed at the same time cos school is starting soon!!!!WHY MUST HOLIDAYS END SO FAST !!!!!!!!!

Watch the ending of a drama, The Seventh Day, starring Kevin Cheng, Niki Chow, Bosco Wong and Natalie Tong....was quite nice...i cant say i finished the drama cos i only watched bits and parts of the drama...n i dun have the disc with me so yah i would not say i finished this drama.However, I hope that in future if i have the time, i can watch the old dramas that i did not really watch the entire thing like cold blood warm heart, The Seventh Day etc. It was kinda sad that Niki's character dies in the end, kinda expected that would happen and the ending for both sides was also good. I cant wait for new dramas to be released this year especially those that i really wanna watch.....

Getting ready for school now...zzz must read some book called to kill a mocking bird...quite boring to me...rather have something else....feel like watching some movies like avatar...but got no time...getting real bored here...i think i just stop here........

Happy New Year !!!!!!!! Abt 12 mins ago, the year 2009 has left us all...and i certainly do not want to look back at this year(except those good memories i had) and i think most of u guys noe wad happen to me in 2009, just too much sad memories and i had more downs than ups in 2009....now 2010 has started and its a fresh start for me and the all of us...i do have some new year resolutions for 2010 which are:

1)To be a happier person and stop being that emo when i meet up with my friends
2)Get better grades for 2010 and achieve the goals that i want(in academic terms of course)
3)Continue to have fun with Zt, Jett, Jh etc when we all meet up like how much fun i had on the 28th
4)Watch the dramas that i want to and make time for the things that i want to do
5)Become stronger in terms of mental and physical for me
6)Improve my skills on the erhu such that i can pass the exams
7)School life is not so mundane, boring and tired like before

etc......of course i have more new year resolutions but its just too many to be stated here in my blog....I also hope that my friends can have a happier year too and achieve wad they want to in life....

In 2009, I watched many dramas...but i wont list them all out here...i hope that there would be much better ones in 2010......not like born rich which i feel was kinda a disappointment...it could have been better if they did not drag the storyline and added in more interesting things in the show....I also watch disney movies too like HSM3 which i feel was ok and Wizards the movie which was good...i like watching shows like wizards and the suite life nowadays...funny and relaxing.. btw u may laugh that im kinda childish but i like to watch ben 10 alien force, find it interesting.....maybe i would add more to my list soon as time goes...

I just realised that among the nine of us, I know Jon-hann the longest for 3-4 years as i was in charge of his class when i was a student leader(yes i know go ahead and laugh all u want)when i was pri 3....followed by Edison, Vanessa in 4C(2-3 years), lastly Yiming, Jett, Zhan Tze and Sarah in 5A(1-2 years)...lol im thinking we should all meet up at Universal Studios Singapore at the end of next year...ya i noe the 1 day pass is 66 dollars but its worth the money...i dun think any1 have taken those rides(most are new) and ppl say u can actually spend 1 day there without leaving the park....u also save the air ticket and hotel fares etc...so hows the suggestion? We should start saving up money now...its not too late to save...if we save now by the end of the year we would have more than 66 dollars liao...can do more stuff..so lets all consider it and hope it would come true!

I found a problem in me, im lacking of self-confidence greatly...and i also keep sad things to myself cos i cant really talk to any1...tats why i went to anchorpoint and ikea after sch be4 i went home and had a kaya toast n a cup of ice cold tea... relaxing...but i always lie to my mum and say that im on my way home cos i did not want her to nag at me..being alone outside can help for me to relax my mind...I hope i would continue this but not for de-stressing, but for recreation...i faced too much sadness and stress so i hope 2010 can be a much better year for me!

Now im at my friends' hse for countdown party...but its still a screwed-up one...im so bored and not having any fun other than using my laptop....Jett asked me to mingle more but no one can talk to me...all watch tv then the adults chat all the way...just now sumting very wierd and funny happened...Nicholas said he wanted to join his friends for countdown at Vivo...then Nat was strongly disagreeing n bugging him forcing him not to go...lol i tell u if i were him i would have gone long time ago man...who wants a girl to bug u on a decision to go and join his own friends? In the end he went and he caused a scene...Nat was like so angry abt his decision she made so much noise and locked herself in her room...Nicole called him a party pooper and sweared...but I could somehow see this coming..one day we would have our own lives and its not always we have to give in to tradition...we have to spare a thought to our feelings too....If one day the same thing happen to me, i would do the same thing too..we had so many christmas parties and countdown parties together, once in a while its also ok to spend it with someone else too...I sure hope no scene comes out when i make that decision....

Thats abt it now cos i need to go...my bat is running out...im also still considering on making my blog private...if there is any new updates i try to insert them asap...cya ppl and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!