Sian, EOYs are like a few weeks later. I have been mugging for quite long. Now, when I look at books, there is only one word to describe my feeling, sian. Now I cant pull myself together to study, I always get distracted. Anyway to save my situation? I dun noe, I cant even help myself. If any of u hav a solution, pls sms me. tks.

Life is gettin more and more bored, more and more screwed and ruined. My insomnia has not recovered yet, dun noe how to cure it. I dun really look forward to the next day cause it reminds me of the unhappy stuff. I tend to hate waking up to the next day and I feel damn emo. The truth is, im emo cos i having been keeping the sad things in my life like a bottle which are too personal. 2009 have been a lousy year so far, sad things more than happy.sian......... what can i do?